resurrectionlost and thought to be gone forever
out of the ashes i rise as the phoenix
- i know that i have been away a LONG time. i am excited to embark on a new chapter of my writing.
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human relations- you make me feel so small with the words that you say - yet you keep me coming back - either way you win the control of my emotions - thrown back & forth i am forced to lie limp like the ragdoll i am - no need to fight when no one is willing to listen to the debate - how foolish am i to lost myself completely - just wanting acceptance or some sort of recognition for my sincere obediance - i now know that no amount of suffering would ever be able to show through long enough for you to express even a glimmer of compassion for my well being -human relations
by ~derangedoptimist
hungeri want so badly to be near what i desire so much that it hurts to hide my hearts true form - how have you captured me so swiftly off of a solid ground that i never knew existed ? - this is not a defined path that i currently float upon so unaware of where it may lead - not a care in the world that i may have could burden enough to bother this present state of joy - so many thoughts of what is to come no past could interrupt these pure ideas of happiness that contiue to pop through the logical outer layer of my intuition - i am sure that i need you to stay here in the present even more than you need me to be here tomorrow - with absolute certahunger
by ~derangedoptimist
spliti sit & wait, i sit & wonder wind from the east contains unfamilar joy wind from the west contains a vivid sorrow who am i to wait, who am i to wonder unanswered questions line this troubled soul forever numb with desire time is the hand that sustains my anticipation predestined i am to turn at its will why should i wait, why should i wonder where are the explanations i rightfully deserve how dare love leave me so tornsplit
by ~derangedoptimist
Say Hellotwiddle my thumbs a little bit scrape the dirt off my shoes maybe i'll stay a little whileSay Hello
bite the tip of my tongue hands run through my hair it's hard to say that it's all done
fragile hearts have broken fondelled and ripped apart all i know is nothing matter
Sorrow say hello isn't is nice to meet again Hollow, my body wraps around this emptiness
scratching my face all over my fingers have gone numb paralyzed from head to toe
sweet nothings used to linger forgotten secret haven left to vanish and fad
by ~derangedoptimist
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camping is intense.
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if i dont let myself be happy now...then when?
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if i dont let myself be happy now...then when?
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Enter my contest! ***TIME***. See my journal for details! Closing date December 31st!
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Stewie: Let me guess, you picked out yet another colorful box with a crank that I'm expected to turn and turn until OOP! big shock, a jack pops out and you laugh and the kids laugh and the dog laughs and I die a little inside.
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my fish is dying from tv rays that are frying his brainsinto pretty green fishy stick things. But i still love him.
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little pretty one.
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